So…

My 19th birthday is coming up on Saturday. I have been wondering as i sit here, will i get the messages i want or hope for. my brain is siting here saying dont expect that much you have to be joking and so does my heart. but they are my family and all i am asking for is a simple Happy Birthday….

I’m the Girl…

that when you see her, she is always smiling and trying to make every one around her happy. But when you truly look in to her eyes, you see her ever soul cornered in the dark with a waterfall of tears streaming down her face.

The everday feeling of just disappearing and never turning back.

The everday feeling of just disappearing and never turning back.

(Source: -photographyxo)

Wishes…

she had that special person who was into everything i was into, so we can do those kiddish; things like go to the zoo or DC or time squares. having the great time in life with no weird moments. no one getting left out. i just that one person who can kno everthing about me. and we can have fun no matter wat we do. i feel like i am missig a piece of me.

(via grunnings)

I met…

a new girl last nite. A tiny peitte girl. She was able to curl up into me. Her head on my chest and her knees on top of mine. Both in the fetal positon. She has this gaint light blue eyes, long straight strawberry blonde hair. I am not saying i like her in that sense. But i am happy i met her; she is likable. and maybe a possiblity. you never now.

Scary thought…

im looking for my first car.

Confussed

dear Brain,

can you plz stop?

your partner in crime,

Heart